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content warnings and faqs for this blog moving forward
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4–6 minutesso, as we approach the final date of the start of this project, i want to give everyone who’s been here the whole time (i know there’s a few of you and i have nothing but love for each and every one) a quick heads up since the content of this blog is going to…
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time for a tolerance break!! … hooray…
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2–3 minutesso, basically, i’ve been smoking weed multiple times a day for about six years now. and like, my tolerance has gotten crazy. like it’s so genuinely not funny anymore because i’m vaping 99% liquid diamond concentrates eight days a week and not only can i not really afford that kind of habit, but also i…
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got my first batch of real jirai clothes
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1–2 minuteswent on a little shopping spree on aliexpress a while ago and the stuff that i bought is finally starting to arrive! i know it might seem strange to get up and get all dressed up only to sit at home and write on my computer like some kind of ascetic hermit, but i find…
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so i found the next new thing for me to be addicted to
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1–2 minutesif there’s anything all my friends know about me it’s that i have awful taste in media. just really, really dogshit taste. my favourite movie ever is the room (2003) and i will watch that pretty much whenever it’s my comfort movie, but i do a big watch party by myself (can’t have any humans…
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really planning to hit the ground running here and hopefully that works out for me
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1–2 minutesso now that we’re two weeks into april, i have to start getting things ready for our may 3rd launch. i really hope that people like what i’m planning to do here. i think that together, we can create something great here! this week was interesting. i did a lot of work to prep for…
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my mom is finally getting her wish, i’m getting new clothes that fit and look nice
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1–2 minutesthis may come as surprise or it may not, but shopping for clothes isn’t my favourite activity. i know that’s basically heresy in the circles i’m most active in, where shopping is a primary coping mechanism for the immense amount of pain and stress the world foists upon us. it goes without saying that retail…
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excited for the upcoming weeks ahead
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1–2 minutesso coming ahead in the coming weeks, i have some plans. one big plan is to start really making headway on my content plan. to do that, i think i’ll actually start doing work on my laptop. it’s not the most fun and frankly i feel a bit scammed by this laptop (it was a…
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moving the goalposts
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1–2 minutesi’m coming to the realisation that i can’t tackle everything all at once. it’s impossible to dedicate appropriate resources to large numbers of tasks. ive been trying to manage so many concurrent changes that i am basically just half-assing all of them. lately i’ve struggled with low appetite, but i’m also trying to lose weight,…
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this vape tastes like coil
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1–2 minutesbasically i’m just gonna bitch about my vaping experience while vaping. is that cool? cool. fucking bitch, do you think i gave you permission to die you ungrateful pen? ugh the end of every vape pod is like a special purgatory for vapers. there’s enough thc to give me vasodilation hot flashes, but not enough…
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am i… a landmine?
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1–2 minutesso i’ve been delving into japanese mental health subcultures lately, mostly because i’ve been hearing about menhera and jirai kei in my circles and i’ve come across the term “landmine” used both as a self-descriptor and as a pejorative. for those who don’t know, the term “landmine” in japan refers to a woman with a…